Thursday 18 April 2013

Suicide: Day 3 April 17 2013


The first 2 mornings after, as I stepped out to warm up in the sun at the front door, I reflexively expected Christophe (our friend) whom I often met as he stepped out to do the same thing.

Two frileux (chilled white people in cardigans and linen scarves) seeking the African sun.

Instead I met his closed door, the plaster felled by his would-be rescuers, the psychosomatic smell of his unwashed blood in my Parkinson’s-diminished nose.